Monday, August 31, 2009









Skipped the Teachers' Day celebration over at school and met Ah Ma, Chai and Chee Bye in the morning instead.
Went home to meet up with Yunqian and visit PPS.
Witnessed some kid getting stucked in the lift because someone jammed it.
The moment I got home, there was no electricity here because it got cut off.

WTF.

Friday, August 28, 2009









Fail.
I'll never be a good brass player.







This stream of punishments being laid out on me all in a week like getting my first ever three hours of detention this year... My life is still and have always been perpetually cruel. :-(

Throwing paper balls across the class while some faces got smacked right on by the paper balls = epic. Which, er, eventually won me and Sharifah Hanisah Bte Samat a date with Mr Tay. But we ditched him.

Band practice was fun too!

Monday, August 24, 2009

English: 77.5/100
Maths: 77.5/100
Chinese: 16/100




Fucking stoked for the next two disquieting tests for tomorrow and Wednesday to be over because I can finally rest. Anyway, I topped english for the 3rd consecutive time this year!!! So happy.

Grace, Shahirah, Gabrielle and Suhaili keep mocking me in class lor. :-(

Sunday, August 16, 2009





Band performance @ Yuhua Village yesterday. I bet everyone at the dinner table were like, "yay haha lets fucking dig ourselves into the food got beer somemore!" It felt as if I was held in contempt! I don't like outdoor performances. :-( Despite many impromptu things that happened, everything else progressed pretty well.

Met up with the Utensils today and we discussed about Viv's room makeover over at Macdonalds. I want to revamp my room too!!!



Synchronized headbanging, faggy dance club music towards the end, in other words, fucking techno, terrible breakdowns and crabcore people, crabcore!

Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love AA! but this video is hilariously bad. I heard way better songs than that. Ever since Austin left the band, the band is falling apart badly. Nick you suck!!!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Decided to list out 50 facts about me with Yunqian:

1. My name is Howie May Carranza. I won't be holding on that name for long since my parents already made arrangements to change it to... Michelle Angela Howie May Howe! Without even telling me about it! WTF.

2. I've always been fucking fat. When I was in primary one, my weight was already nearly 40kg.

3. Yunqian and I have been best friends since the 1st year in kindergarden and people are not convinced. But we really are!!! Our maids were best friends too.

4. I have very crooked teeth, especially the ones at my lower jaw. Pictures are damn deceiving.

5. I once had a near-pixie cut. It was meant to look scene! Looked like crap.

6. I've never pierce my ears before because I was scared. But I bravely pierce my lips all by myself. WTF.

7. I like fish better than chicken and beef.

8. In my whole entire life, I was only kissed once and it was my (forceful) first kiss.

9. Despite that, I was never hugged by any guy before. Guys are so manipulative hor!!!

10. I was 3 - 5 metres away from My Chemical Romance (except Bob) during their gig here. Frank directly threw some water onto part of a crowd and I'm one of them who got partially soaked by it!

11. And I swear, Gerard was looking straight at me when he sang these few words: Mama, we all go to hell.

12. Those are not even facts about me... Haha. But it would be a fact if I told you that those were one of my best moments in life.

13. I've been a fan of MCR since their 2nd album was released. I like TDWP too!!!

14. Used to hate classicals. Love it now! Techno bugs me the most.

15. My favourite music genre is rock. Almost every song in my MP3 associates with the word "core" except for a few Corrine May songs. Are you shock that I actually have Corrine May songs in my MP3?! LOL.

16. If I really make it big, I'll kill Miley Cyrus. For real.

17. I've been playing Drumania (the drum simulator you see in arcades) since primary four. I'm not a pro but I can handle songs at extreme stages.

18. I only started using chopsticks when I was primary six.

19. My favourite colour is green and blue.

20. Absolutely love cheese!!! I could finish up a bottle of cheese at Pizza Hut on a pan size pizza.

21. I love peppermint too. I like popping like ten of super mint sweets into my mouth and drink water after that.

22. I can't really sweat. The most I can sweat off is from my back.

23. I've always wanted to be a professional musician part of a world renowned rock band even though I suck.

24. If all hope seems lost, then I would love to own a bubble tea shop just like the one outside school.

25. If the plan fails again, I want to move to the countryside and own a farm.

26. I never, in my whole life, passed chinese.

27. I topped for english in the NA level last year and received a $20 Popular book voucher during this year's speech day.

28. No, english isn't my favourite subject though. Its history.

29. I am half chinese, half fillipino. I can't speak tagalog at all!

30. I get bloated after every meal.

31. I'm more of a stay home person. I like getting all cooped up at home, having friends over instead, talking about the hopelessness of life and slitting our wrists. Lol, bad joke.

32. People with big eyes normally gets my attention. I don't know why. Haha.

33. I've been blogging since a long time ago!

34. I lost my drumsticks three times. Three times! Equivalent to month supply of chicken drum sticks!!! Now I safely keep Heri's drumsticks in my bag.

35. I don't think I'll ever have the potential to play the guitar coz my friends have been desperately trying to teach me and I'll be like whuuuuuuuuuuut.

36. Never been to Malaysia before. The last time I went on a plane, I wasn't even schooling at kindergarden yet.

37. My main CCA was basketball in primary school. I was the captain of the school team.

38. But now, its band and I play the percussion. Major difference hor?!

39. I'm scared of many things, like darkness and being alone in enclosed spaces. I used to be scared of heights and needles or sharp objects but I'm okay with it now.

40. I always think that there's always "somebody" at every corner of a room. So every morning, I'll wake my papa up so that he could escort me to the bathroom. LOL.

41. I have no religion so I don't really believe in anything.

42. After watching too many supernatural films, I quite convince that it exists. But I'm not superstitious!

43. I wish Pokemon existed.

44. Whenever I smile, my eyes squeezes and it shrinks. Haha that sounded so funny!

45. My friends keep telling me I look, act and talk like Paul Twohill. Weirdest but the most common "compliment" I've ever received.

46. How many real boyfriends I've had? Only one. Yeah... Just one.

47. I can't stand girls who acts like they're 21 when they're just 14 and talks about going clubbing, drinking, smoking, falling in and out of love. And I try to avoid them.

48. I find it hideous if you don't curl your eyelashes if you were to put fake ones. Coz it'll look like pubic hair.

49. I have step sisters.

50. JUST FINISHED 50 FACTS ABOUT ME WITH YUNQIAN.

Monday, August 10, 2009





I spy a chao ah lian up there.





I went out with my besties today and "Up" is the best Pixar animated movie I've ever caught. Awesome. :-)

I have school tomorrow. I solemnly swear to wake up early and listen in class tomorrow since the common tests are coming!

Sunday, August 9, 2009





























































The first half of the long awaited class outing was immense. I was having the best time of my life till I got really exhausted by the time night falls. Listening to the likes of Explosions In The Sky as early as 2am in the morning at beach lying down on the mat with the friends you love is total bliss. You have no idea how extraordinary it feels like especially with your MP3 amped to the fullest. Nostalgically, it felt kinda sucky too. You fucking dork. Why did you even come?! The feeling of remorse... Its killing me, you know? :-(

I also had my first alcoholic drink that night. Tasted disgusting. I was like, "Will I get drunk after a sip?!" when everyone was drinking their hearts away and getting a little tipsy. Here's the conclusion: I'll never, ever like alcohol.

I can never emphasize my day enough into this post.
There's really too much to tell!!!