I've noticed my mum haven't been showing any sign of affection for the longest time of my life. All she ever cares about is work, housework and looking after my little brother. One spec of dust to her means cleaning up the whole place you know! This strive for the so-called "perfection" doesn't seem to be working, ma.

And my grandmother has lung cancer, and she has not more but six months to live.

I think the scariest thing that happened during the whole thing is that, I'd never forget the moment where I struggle to grab my sticks on the floor in front of the judges faces and nearly missing my most crucial part in the whole piece by a mere second. Nearly. Shuqun Symphonic Winds, silver. See how that phrase actually flows through so well together? Haha. Saturday was our last performance together. Its been quite some time since I teared up since the event that I don't wanna share. Everything happened so fast. Too fast in fact. The seniors have stepped down, and it's up for the rest of us to uphold the band's reputation. (Waaaaaah) I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried. I wonder what would our next SYF turn out to be like with the new batch of sec ones? I would be secondary four by then. I don't want to grow up at all.

Congrats to Regent and Hougang for getting gold by the way!
Especially to the percussion section. :-)

Yeah, I'm pretty slow.