This blog is good enough to have its own tombstone. Lol.

Happy April Fools' Day even though there was absolutely no April Fools Day vibe in school yesterday. For me at least. My ruthlesss and bogus english teacher Miss Egg decides that she has the full liberty to strip me off from my band practices becaue she assumed I was sleeping in class today. This isn't the first time she threatened me like that and putting everything with regards to band at stake. She even wanted to take me out of the HK tour. Why does she have to specifically choose me to hound, make me cry and intentionally trespass my life like that?! I'm not the only one who sleeps in class anyway!

Sigh.

Huili asked me this morning why I've been down these few days. I'm not fine. But it just comes that point at dawn, noon, night when I'm tired and I can't sleep, and I just feel so lonely and sad. Very, very sad. But I'm not quite sure what it is that's making me sad. I just get sad. So when someone asks me what's wrong, I say I'm fucking fine. Because in all honesty, I don't know what's wrong.

And after watching a couple of Taiwan love dramas, I feel worse and significantly less intelligent, all in the good name of love. I am still the same romantically handicapped, outcasted fag. And its still probably gonna last for life.

I need a haircut by the way!



Meeting the usual gang to play around at Ikea tomorrow.
I'll smell you guys later.